but I just feel like rambling about my life. Like I’m so fucking content and happy and ecstatic about LIFE right now! I cannot even contain my excitement! (Oh, and I knocked out my entire AP Bio project last night…I stayed up until 7:30 in the morning. I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF! And then I got like 5 hours of sleep…I’m dying right now, but whatever!)
Once this week is over, it’s just going to get better every day, I swear!
This upcoming weekend, I’ll get to work with a bunch of the people I actually like working with, so I’m super happy about that!
And then on the 9th, I’m going on a college tour of a school I’ll most likely be transferring to once I get my associates in science from my local CC.
AAAAAAND then on the 12th, me and my buds are gonna have a birthday extravaganza! My friend’s birthday is on the 9th and then mine is on the 16th, so the 12th is kind of a happy medium…I cannot wait to exchange gifts! It’s great because I can actually buy my friends cool stuff because I have money now. Muahaha.
And then on the 14th I can basically give up on school (that’s when the AP Bio exam is)…we’ll literally be doing nothing in both of my AP classes from that point on, so I don’t have to care about school that much after that point…
Then the 16th is my 18th birthday! YEAH! I’m so excited because I can buy cigarettes and go to the hookah bar and buy porn (but honestly…why would I pay money for that when I have the internetz?) and HAVE SEX. But with a face like mine, I probably won’t be having sex anytime soon, hahaha
And I asked for an REI gift card and luggage…like how lame am I? But I’m gonna need it for my TRIP TO SEATTLE AND VANCOUVER, wooooooo!
And my mom is telling me that she already knows of one thing she’s going to get me…but she’s not telling me! >:( Blah!
And then yeah. From that point on, it’s just waiting for school to end! My last official day is the 25th of May, so yeah! It’s all good! And graduation is June 3rd and then I’m FUCKING DONE.
By this time next week, I will be the happiest person in the world.
I’ve had an AP Bio project that I’ve known about for upwards of 3 weeks, and I’m just now starting to work on it. My group was having a little bit of a disconnect, so I just took it upon myself to make the powerpoint! And I’m totally okay with that. Cause I know it’s gonna be HELLA good, hahaha.
And then the due date of my HUGE 1,000 point AP Psych project got moved to Wednesday (which is the same day as my AP Bio presentation…ugh), but I’m still planning on finishing it all this weekend. I’m on word like 25 out of 350…so yeah, I’ll have quite a bit to do!
But I’m feeling really swell about everything. I wasn’t earlier, but now that I’ve actually started on my bio project, I feel much more relieved about presenting. Like I’m actually taking the time to understand it so I don’t look like a fool when I get up there and present! It’s on osmoregulation and excretion (excretory system) so…I mean it’s not the most interesting of all of the body systems, but I’ve actually learned quite a bit in the couple hours I’ve been working on it!
Alright…so once next Thursday roles around, I will be A-OKAY. I’m mostly writing this for my own good…just to calm myself down a bit.
NICOLE, EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE A-OKAY. YOU’LL BE FINE! EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS! IT’S ALMOST TIME FOR GRADUATION. ALL THIS SHIT IS ALMOST BEHIND YOU! LESS THAN A WEEK, AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINEEEEEE!